my 1st visit to a catholic church (near serangoon) was totally ruined by this nutcase we ran into on our way out - shdn't hav taken the lift! it's a matter of timing, jus a matter of a few sec and it cld hav changed everything! fuckin unlucky
so dis nutcase went on and on abt HDB, the govt, the MP, the PM, SIA and how Obama will not be a gd president
and insisted on readin to us every single line of his fucking drafted letter to some MP of Toa Payoh, even tho we said we are in a hurry
like he's e king or sth and his matter is vital to the survival of earth
his incoherence is horrifying
and i totally shut him out
and then he treated me like an idiot when i cldnt answer those preposterous qns he bombarded us with (i dun even noe wat's e pt he's drivin at) when i wasnt even payin attn in the 1st place and simply patronisin him
sry for not being on the same frequency as a nutcase
boo
if i wasnt representin BCA, i wld simply leave or maybe even give him a tight slap
and so i come to the conclusion tt i can nv go into counselling
i cant even control my own emotions
how to handle all those nutcases and the transference stuff
whatever

nv stay in The Gardens at Bishan
the mgt are crap
so rude
wat kinda attitude iz tt man
hello we're the authority, we're kind enuf to inform u tt we'll be comin down durin this period
u din rcv it - fine, dun gimme tt kinda attitude, we'll jus fax it to u on the spot
n btw the letter is simply to inform u
not seekin ur approval
and yeah so it's dated onli a few days ago - we're efficient so get it over with
but we're auditin ur infrastructure so wat's e prob?
do u need months or yrs to be mentally prepared for tt?
or u're gonna try to upgrade e place into super accessible within a month or two?
so stop givin me tt crappy face n the const reiteration tt u have "the right to bar" us from enterin ur premises
i understand the security issues since it's a pte estate but it's the attitude, u see
attitude
and im jus doin my job
heck, i dun even get paid much
but most of the mgt/MA/OM of the bldgs we visit are reli nice la

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i dunno isit me or wat
but i feel easily insulted nowadays

the other day i quarelled with my mom over a chendol drink
i noe it sounds stoopid and mundane
but i jus got pissed off
i mean, i was the one bro asked to share the chendol with (since it's buy-one-get-one-free)
he onli told her he wanted to get the chendol
but she simply usurped it, treated it like it's hers
and im actualli fine with tt, i mean, we're all family
but what pisses me off was wat she said n the way she said it
"要不要喝？呐，我给你喝一点啦!"
so im a beggar isit?
sry but i dunit ur pity
i refused to touch the drink

and so tt's e end of my crappy life for now

on a lighter note, we came across sth reli sweeeet durin one of our site visits the other day
Xinmin Sec
this couple were takin their weddin photos (in the sch uniform) in e sch cos it's their alma mater and e place where they met each other
sweeeeeet, right?
10 yrs alrdy
it's nice to see tt they lasted tt long and even went on to marriage

i forgot wat other happier stuff i'd wanted to write le
too pissed off by ytd and tdy
ah crap

crapping out