Saturday, November 19, 2005

wow


seriously i sucked at givin a title for my entries n my poems but oh well~ *shrug* watever... like i care whether my titles sux anot...
heh heh realise i haven been a reli gd tr to look up to huh... so slack n sui bian... haha dun mind me sayin dis... jus tt i saw a kumon ad on tv awhile ago n it sorta reminds me tt i haven been there for a long time... it's unbelievable but i even miss ryan misson... tsk
bro startin his attachment on mon... wow tt's fast... n poor thing onli got to relax for e wkend (his papers ended yesterday)
n yes 10 more days to meetin sze n sn! n seein potter on big screen (i've nvr seen HP in cinemas b4, btw... i watched e 1st 3 movies on vcd n den bro bot e DVDs...) pls remind me to take leave if i'm workin tt day
*yum* my pasta treat on comin tues
*rubs hands* gettin Naruto epi 101 onwards frm jialing after our soci paper!
gettin back to work on sat... *lazy* so used to late sat afternoons (since i dun wake up b4 12pm *wink*)
btw went blog browsin yesterday n discovered so many blogs by frens i've lost contact wiv! haha i linked them to mine... but i STILL nv tell ple abt my bloggie~
cant wait for final home... zhimian was tellin me how excited she was, too. n it onli made me even more excited abt it... after all it'd b my 1st ever concert (Xcept for mini 93.3 bdae concerts n xiao yuan concerts) n ya i've been practisin singin mayday songs esp e tai yu ones... hee :D
ok i'm done wiv hyper-in
jus still kinda confused abt tt sms... wat shld i do??
u noe, every night i'd lie in bed n jus think. tinkin abt everyth. tinkin n tinkin it distresses me. since it means i cant wake up early in e morn. (n tt i betta choose modules wiv afternoon classes every sem... uni spoilt me! i cant even comprehend how did i ever manage to get up at 6am every morn durin wk days b4 uni) sometimes, i tink i tink too much, which pisses me off again since i'm doin tt one thing i dun wanna do again. i rmb tt back in pri sch there's dis reli fierce el tr of mine who pulled me to a side one fine day n tell me tt i look depressed all e time. n i dunno y but i cried on e spot (it mite had been tt i was frightened by her, of cos)... n mom used to always say tt she dun understand me at all. tt i dun talk to her abt anyth n jus coop myself up in my room (locked) e whole day times when i'm not online or watchin tv. do me a favor... anyone who dare say tt u understand me, come up to me n tell me. i'd applaud u. cos i dun understand myself either. how can a person who doesnt understand herself expect anyone else to, i ask u? n frm pri up til sec 4, i'd get e same remark frm my trs: v quiet. but sometimes i reli dunno wth to say at all la.
den zhimian kept sayin tt i'm nice. n dunno y i'd try to say some stuff tt'd convince her tt i'm not tt nice after all. like wat i did wiv our class photo (frm 4R to 3R). dunno y i'm so uptight abt it.. maybe it's cos i tink tt bein nice doesnt pay.. at least, tt's wat i always tell bro
ok crapped too much. gtg

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