how cld derrick get kicked out in "superstar"?! simply not fair! tt jason sux - no offence to my bro (his christian name's jason) big time! he doesnt deserve to go into e nex round. tt's it. i'm not watchin another episode of dis freakin show anymore.
gawd! now even tt kelly got kicked out. she's reli a gd singer.. jus chose wrong song (din watch her perform la but wen dey recap i can hear tt she's weak dis time)
ok unpleasant stuff aside..
had a grt day out wiv sze n shini today! things din reli go as planned but i like bein impromptu - feels kinda young to jus do stuff at a spur of mo. so we watched jay driftin on big screens lookin oh-so-cool-wiv-tt-slpy/bored-Xpression-drivin-wiv-one-hand.. lol.. sadx duurin e endin - he cried n cried..n sorta dumped his gal. den we walked frm PS to suntec (our lao di fang dis yr) n ate at Marche! quite cheap, actually, since e total bill for e 3 of us is $40.20.. den.. shoppin! too bad i cant find my grassjelly thingy drink in Carrefour *pout*
as we were sayin while eatin, cant bliv tt more than half a yr has passed! felt like i've done nth at all.. like, i wasnt reli livin at all.. jus "driftin" thru life (no pun intended, n i dun mean e kinda "drift" as in initial D) without any goals. i dunno wat i've been livin for all my life, wat i reli wan to do wiv it, n i seem to be confusin reality wiv my dreams - daydreams included, not knowin wat is real anymore, wat is reli impt. den a few days ago, i woke wiv dis sudden realization tt i'm ALIVE. tt kinda ALIVE as in alive n kickin n reli EXISTING. n i felt kinda lost.. n uni is startin soon.. both sze n shini wld b in nus.. shao le 2 pals to 过日子和打屁.. lucky still got karen in there. bro said if i feel bored n cldnt find anyone to 陪我 can go look for him (since he said he dun ve any real frens in ntu) n he'll bring me ard to taste all e best fd in campus. it's reli hard to find a close pal in uni, aint it? as in, a new pal, since e class will always change each sem, class wun b able to bond either. sad case.
sighx seems like dis entry's gonna end wiv a sadx note. but i ve a quote! frm one of my fave authors keith ablow's latest bk "Psychopath" (he's a forensic psychiatrist, cool huh?)
The sad truth is that man's real life consists of a complex of inexorable opposites - day and night, birth and death, happiness and misery, good and evil. We are not sure that one will prevail against the other, that good will overcome evil, or joy defeat pain. Life is a battleground. It always has been, and always will be; and if it were not so, existence would come to an end.
Jung