yep i've been seriously considerin many factors since i quit iras n slacked at home.. mainly, financial n entertainment factors - conflictin, eh? anw so my entertainment activities frm now til uni gotta b acap (as cheap as possible) n i've been wonderin if i can survive financially thruout uni life of 4 yrs. sad to say.. but i'm still kinda not well-off since my previous employers pay me peanuts for all e work i do.. n i've got hundreds of dollars tt i cant touch in my cpf acct.. yeah, well, i'm too longwinded. in short, it's time for operation hermit. stay at home n try notta spend, at all.. lol ok still gotta eat n watnot.. n i wasted 50 bucks w/o a tot jus recently.. wat an indulgence. wat an irony to operation hermit. ok m i still blabberin? ah watever.. n i still gotta upgrade my comp! man there goes my apy for june.. n it's not in yet! darn!
it jus feels grt tt i cant now type freely w/o my nails gettin in e way since i cut dem! yep. shorter than they've ever been! surprises. n i got a haircut jus dis noon! it's considerably short.. so i dunno wat came over me nowadays cos i do stuff tt i mite regret wen i finally wake up frm dis "dream" but oh well. i'll deal. anw, e hairdo wuz fine.. looks ok wen i use a hairband.. n it's kinda gd since e weather lately is so bad n freakin hot.. but oh man sze ur hairdo is e winner! cant wait to see ya in person n look at tt hair ;p
gettin a med checkup tmr! so scary! nisa frm iras said dey'll touch u. u need to pee into a small cup for tests n boy i cant aim! x-ray dun faze me since i've had enuf experiences of tt. but it's jus kinda scary esp wiv those nkf cancer campaign gng on lately.. wat if, dey found sth in me tt's.. bad?
mom's bdae tmr.. gotta spend again.. ok i'm not complainin.. jus.. resignin to fate.. but wldnt it b jus nice, if she's born abit later? like, nex sem? so maybe if i got a hol job by den i'd b more capable of gettin her sth betta?
ok gtg
I have come to redefine the words "pain" and"suffering" since I fell in love with you.