Friday, July 23, 2004

love VS hate


no i aint tryin to ryt a whole long essay on these emotions.. i aint capable of it.. i cant do poems well, either
it's jus tt.. i realised tt love is reli v. complicated, mb tt's y i chose e easier way out n decided to hate.. but like tt someone frm some show said.. u nid to love someone in e first place to hate him or her..
"love is cruel, to those who don't have it." --piggy
well she wuz talkin abt bgr but it's luv all e same.. my love.. is a daughter's luv for her father.. n all i wanna say is.. "daddy i love u so much"
mb tt's y i'd hated him so much.. but e fact is i still luv him.. no matta wat shit he did to me, to e family.. tt i've realised.. tt i've come to admit. tt day wen i wuz alone at home wiv him (which hasn't happened for ages since he's always avoidin mom) n i REALLY looked at him.. i discovered tt he'd thinned.. n it pained me to c him lidat.. so haggard.. so seemingly unloved.. mom hates him.. bro lost faith in him.. but i guess deep down inside we still luv him
i wonder if i'll eva ve e courage to tell him tt i luv him..
ok, i've said enuf.. i dunno if it makes sense.. but i'm rytin with 2 painkillers in my system n an aftermath of a terrible headache, after all.. it doesnt ve to make sense



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9:55 PM